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(3 fucken hearts |broken) [30 Apr 2006|03:21pm] ok so basicly im really starting to get sick of people they can eb su ch hypocrits like for instances when someone tells u that they hate drama and people who try to start it then they readd u back to their msn, unblock, and all just to tell u that u need to chill out?? iunno about u but that seems like drama starting to me. becauase all idid was say how i dont think we shoudl talk to eachotehr and then they laugh and yea sounds like a fight being started anyways i hate girls. for real. except for a selectable few. yup anyways im off to work have a nice day.

(broken) [28 Apr 2006|04:28pm] [ music | eminem - shake that ass ] man i realize i can be a bitch to if im upset but the fact that people act all nice and promise u they wont tell people shit and t hen they want to save face and make them selves look good and then they just let shit out is ridiculous if i tell someone im not going to say something to someone then i wont do it cuz thats just not right.. if t hat made sense or did i use to many words. basicly. i dont think ive ever been so mad as iam ab out this certian person right now and its retarded because then i find out she likes to spill under pressure? its retarded

(broken) [27 Apr 2006|08:43pm] the world will be a better place when someone knocks you in your fucken face do me a favour, fucken die.

(1 fucken heart |broken) [20 Apr 2006|11:21pm] i wish i didnt care ab out anything and i wasnt so stressed out because then i could sleep good. annd nothing would bother me and life would be good but instead all i do is sit ar ound doing shit all and worry myself.

(broken) [13 Apr 2006|10:50pm] apparently i invade my boyfriends "bubble" wtf im a mutant or something everyone dislikes me ] arrggggggg my boyfriend hates when i touch him!

(broken) [27 Mar 2006|03:45pm] sometimes i just get the feeling that certian people do certian things just to impress other certain people. and it bugs me.

(broken) [21 Mar 2006|11:39pm] ok so time for a creepy journal entry.. im just sitting here feeling stupid and waht not looking through my msn list and myspace list and look at all t he people i dont talk to. and people who i used to be good friends with and i thought... you know what i love natalia. YES NATALIA YOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU shes always there for me..and i know if she lived in the same city as me she would be there for me even more. than the people who actually do live in the same city as me.. shes been more of a friend to me then alot of people ever have been and we havent even met. she tells it like it is. :):)

(2 fucken hearts |broken) [20 Mar 2006|03:57pm] arrgggg i cant stand many people honestly. i hate people... and the people i can stand either dont live close. im to busy for. or i havent met lol. oh plus simon and his friends. thats it.

(broken) [12 Mar 2006|10:12pm] i want to freckin move out of my h ouse i hate my family just as much as they hate me...all i hear is shit about myself its retarded. UGGHHHH everything sucks.

(broken) [08 Mar 2006|04:24pm] i have never been so sorry in my life.. im a fucken mess. i love simon so much... but i fucked up so bad. and now we're not together.

(1 fucken heart |broken) [04 Mar 2006|02:31pm] i don't know what the hell he wishes to accomplish by telling m e that my boyfriend doesn't want to be with me... im going freckin insane and i just want everything normal... and i m so creepy. AND UGGHHHH this is been such a rough day.

(1 fucken heart |broken) [02 Mar 2006|04:25pm] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH thats wut i want to do..scream at the top of my lungs.

(2 fucken hearts |broken) [27 Feb 2006|03:54pm] omg i hate her so much and the fact that UGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH im so frustrated oh and i have the flu. last week was like the worst week ever and then once everything gets all better i get the flu.

(broken) rough [28 Jan 2006|10:54pm] ugh the last few weeks has been brutal. with exams and essays nad hwk and work and all that shit im stressed ive officially decided my hair is gona turn grey.  i don't know why  im deciding to write in my livejournal now i never write in here. basicly i got fired from my job then hired then my hours were cut and now its back to normal this week coming up . but yesterday and today  boy oh boy i thought i was gona lose my boyfriend. i love him more than i could ever love something and i think hes sick of me and lots of shit went down..lack of sleep lat night..fighting today..almost losing him and im still scared shitless of losing him even though he says he doesn't want to break up, like im gona drive him to just not wanting to see me anymore i believe he still loves me but he can love me and not want to be with me UGGHHH and i know with my horrible luck if we do stay together it will be different adn thats not waht i want i just want everything to be normal. i think we just need a breather so m aybe since  i wont see him till thursday ( :( ) it will be ok. i really hope so i would die wi th out him. and i dont know how to make him tell me how he feels about me.   GUYS ARE CRAZY help me get inside their heads.   anyways i m stressing myself out again and i dont wana cry again.  so yeee peace.   ( LOOK )

(1 fucken heart |broken) [19 Dec 2005|10:33pm] cherish the ones you love because you never know w hen you're going to lose them i haven't personally lost someone but i can tell you especially this close to christmas, no matter how sappy and stupid this sounds. tell everyone ulove u love them and cherish the time u have with them. sarah im there for you if you need it. love you.

(broken) [09 Dec 2005|10:49am] my parents are going to winnepeg today and not coming back until wednesday. i couldn't be happier. my dad fucken hates me and i don't care for him much either all we do is fight and he says its my fault hes the only one i frigen fight with like t hat. but im the one who should be going into anger management supposedly, hes a fucken alcohol and all he does is yell at me. and tell me i need to grow up. maybe he should grow up because last time i checked... drinking so u dont ahvet o think about anything else wasnt grown up. on a happier note the weekend sh ould be fun with simon.

(2 fucken hearts |broken) [15 Oct 2005|01:55am] ARG BOYFRIEND ARG why do you not like me tomorrow?!?!?! "its just one day" he says.. ARG yes..but i dont like being told that someone doesnt wanna hang out with me.. it makes me feel shitty..even if it is the one i spend all my time with.. oh well ill get to hang out wtih other people tomorrrow..i hope..

(broken) [24 Sep 2005|11:26am] i guesss im not alowwed to post my own personal thoughts in my livejournal???   just so you people know that entry below me was not to everyone of u so dont take it so personal ifu know our relationship isnt like that then disregard it. most people arelike that  im not gona make a list of thepeople that was directed to and imnot gona make a list of the people its not directed to. k bye,   ps sorry about bad spelling i have a sore finger

(2 fucken hearts |broken) [24 Sep 2005|12:46am] youpeople piss me off the people who tell you that you're their friend and are like OMG LETS HHANGOUT/..oor """"SWEET HANGOUTS SOOOOOOOON OOOMMMGGG""""" and then when it ocmes down to yo u actually trying to make plans their like oh im busy oh i cant..oh im not doing anything oh wait u wanted to do something oh nos orry i guess i do have plans I FORGOT well honestly...fuck you...im happy wihtout you im not even gona try anymore im honestly happy spending all my free time with my boyfriend he loves me and wouldnt treat me the way you people do. the only people besides simon i can really count on is mike and natalia(who doesnt even live in the same city) and maybe like 1 or 2 others but their just people i talk to people i dont care if we hang out. fuck you.

(1 fucken heart |broken) [10 Sep 2005|12:39pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Pieces Of You In Me - Poison The Well ] so im so cool that i get excited over the fact that my mom b ought me one those mop/broom things thats li ke a swifer only its not its some weird thing. basicly cuz im te only one w ho cleans up at my house hah a im gona make some man very happy one day with my wife skills. al;right so school started this week and i can see that already its gona suck. cuz had homework everyday and then i saw simon on thursday for not very long and its gona suck cuz hes gona work late then come seee me all school year and stuff and i wont see him asmuch prolly. grrrrr so today im cleaning out my geckos' cage.. annd cleaning up then waiting for simon i think im going to the drive in..... ive never been to the drivein before haha so it should be fun. hmm so iunno what else to say uuhh bye.

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